"yeah... it's weird."

Mar. 23rd, 2026 02:04 pm
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Ugh, I don't know. Feeling restless and mildly discontented. At least there's sun today.

A week and a half ago I located my spare viola strings (leftover from the last time I changed strings, whenever that was), picked up a 1/8-size cello G, and restrung my viola to a tenor. I'm liking it an awful lot. It's certainly harder to play. I've switched to my cello bow, which is heavier than the viola bow, and it still requires significant deliberate pressure to get a halfway decent sound. Left-hand work feels slower too. Might be a result of the higher tension on the strings making them harder to press down, I guess?

But: I like it. I like the way it sounds, I like the way it feels to play. I find myself in the position of actively wanting to practice. I'm doing something that I enjoy and calls to me, and that I'm happy about afterwards. It's been a really long time since I had something like that. I suspect the social aspect helps. I took it out to the session last Wednesday and it blended in well: not drowning anyone out, not getting drowned out. I need a great deal of practice but that's no surprise. And fixable.

When I have money (cue bitter laughter) I may look into getting a proper tenor viola, instead of hoping the higher tension on the strings doesn't cause damage. There's this guy in Georgia who makes them, and he's put a decent amount of effort into the design. His tenor/octave violas have thicker bodies, and are fatter at the bottom ('a wide lower bout') but not at the top, so you get a bigger resonance chamber and can still get your left arm around to reach the neck.



Two weeks ago the movers cleared out half my stuff. Unsurprisingly the place looks much bigger and brighter. It's nice to have more light, granted... but it's just so empty. Hm. Likely affecting my mood.

I'd like to have my books back, too. I don't require them to be visible at all times, I'd be happy with a separate library room, but I do want them accessible. Good information to have. I probably could cut ruthlessly but there's no need, not immediately anyway.

Rhonda the realtor came by last week and took some reference photos. She emailed me today to say that the real photographer can come on Friday and we can list on Monday. Works for me. Gives me a few more days to finish moving extraneous stuff to the storage unit, now that I know I've got a little more room in there than I was afraid of. Still no idea what the market will be like; guess we'll find out in a couple of weeks.

Still in a holding pattern, but I can see the beginnings of what might be movement.
The Pattern Recognition TV series? I have no idea. Awhile ago I called my Hollywood agent -- who was Harlan Ellison's Hollywood agent, to give you an idea how long he's been in the business -- and asked him about it. He said, "Well, it's starting to look almost exactly like something does right before it goes into production." And I got excited and said, "Really?" and he said, "Yeah... it's weird."

--William Gibson, c.2013
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This was a gift from a friend who said it was more for the fun little bottle than anything exciting about the ink.  It’s a pretty cute little bottle and I didn’t have one since I think the only colorverse ink I have is a sample.


Colorverse Black Hole ink bottle, which has an unusual teardrop shaped base.  This is the front view showing the bit sticking out on one side. The illustration has a stylized black hole and a little planet saying "SOS" on it.

Colorverse Black Hole ink bottle, which has an unusual teardrop shaped base. This is the front view showing the bit sticking out on one side. The illustration has a stylized black hole and a little planet saying “SOS” on it.


Love that little picture on the front.  The bottle has a teardrop shaped base which I guess makes it a bit less likely to tip over and mostly just makes it interesting.


Colorverse Black Hole ink bottle, which has an unusual teardrop shaped base.  This is thebottom view showing the teardrop shape, though it sits nice and flat because of the flat label on the front.

Colorverse Black Hole ink bottle, which has an unusual teardrop shaped base. This is thebottom view showing the teardrop shape, though it sits nice and flat because of the flat label on the front.


 


Inside, the ink is as one expects, a pleasant black.  There’s a tiny bit of sheen visible in the swatch on the right, and indeed I can see that in my writing occasionally if I look at it under a sufficiently bright light, but it’s more a cute coincidence than a regular feature of the ink on the paper I’m using.  Might be fun to try it on the iroful paper to see if it happens more consistently there; my current notebook is a leuchtterm.


My swatch card for Colorverse Black Hole, a black ink with a tiny hint of sheen in the bigger swatches.

My swatch card for Colorverse Black Hole, a black ink with a tiny hint of sheen in the bigger swatches.


 


I’m not too worried about getting the sheen to show up more, though, since the only other black ink bottle I have is a black with sheen from Inkvent Black (uuuh, Good Tidings I think it was called?).  I’m guessing that Black Hole dries quicker, though I didn’t actually test that.  I did, however, have some fun painting with it in the margins of my journal.


 


Some margin patterns in my notebook using Colorverse Black Hole ink on a paintbrush. One side has curly vine-like shapes, the other a geometric zig-zag with partial triangles.

Some margin patterns in my notebook using Colorverse Black Hole ink on a paintbrush. One side has curly vine-like shapes, the other a geometric zig-zag with partial triangles.


 


Fun bottle and a nice practical ink.  Overall a very nice present!  And I think this is the last ink bottle or sample I had that I hadn’t swatched in my collection, so I’m all caught up and there’s no ink purchases on my horizon until the weather warms up, and maybe not even then — I’ve got so much to play with now!

LLM time

Mar. 14th, 2026 01:33 pm
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Note: this is not a thinkpiece and there is no need to debate it or repost it or comment about it. It offers no conclusions and takes no sides besides the one I've already admitted publicly (a reluctant but fatalistic willingness to use LLMs day-to-day, because they seem to work). It's mostly just a journal entry noting the occurrence of a significant change in the nature of my profession. I've turned off comments as I do usually for "things people are likely to heckle me about pointlessly anyways" because I'm tired and don't have patience for that.

With that out of the way: 2025 (particularly near the end of it) and early 2026 have been, for my corner of the software industry, extremely unusual times.

LLMs turned a corner. I'm not sure how else to put it. If you are not interacting with them yet in your day job, you are perhaps lucky, perhaps unlucky, I'm not sure how to judge that but you are definitely operating in some level of ignorance of what has occurred. You may be seeing the 2nd order effects and hiding. You may be telling yourself nothing's changed and it's all just smoke and mirrors, a marketing campaign by con artists aimed at the gullible. I wish it was. But as far as I can tell this is not so: LLMs really, really turned a corner.

Their capabilities expanded a lot. Coding capability seemed like the first bump (especially around the late fall / early winter: the opus 4.5 / gemini 3 / gpt 5.2 series). But it was quickly clear that the capability also extended to something much worse: vulnerability hunting. They can break software even better than they can write it -- I guess because "you only need to be right sometimes" with vulnerability seeking -- and "breaking" has even more people eager for the new capability.

The change has felt, to me, very sudden and very severe. In a matter of months a lot of people I know personally switched from "playing around seeing what I can do" to "I literally never write code by hand anymore" to "my boss is asking whether I can write 100x more code per day and/or firing me" to "help help my team is under attack by hundreds of new security vulnerabilities and can barely keep up".

I still write some code, but less and less, and more of it is around the margins: touchups, sketches of APIs and data structures, subtle stuff it's easy to be subtly-wrong about, or perhaps LLM-supervisory bits. Because the LLM really does often write the main logic as well as I would at this point, and faster, and more persistently. And also I'm now busy responding to all the damn vulnerabilities. There is an arms race, and I'm now plainly in it.

This is the fastest and most violent change to working conditions and assumptions I've witnessed in my career, including the arrival of the internet and open source and distributed version control and cloud computing and all of that. Nothing else is in the same ballpark.

Software projects have tried to adapt. Some are trying to embrace the tools, some are firmly rejecting them. Some have closed their issue trackers to new submissions which were all slop. Some maintainers have quit, some contributors have been banned, some dependencies have been rolled back or severed, some forks are emerging. A lot of people are re-evaluating (and some rebuilding) their entire software stacks. A lot of people are debating licenses again, with even more fury than they did during the drafting of GPLv3.

Thinkpieces on this event proliferated, many very sour. People wrote about mourning their loss of identity as programmers. People wrote about fear for their loss of jobs. People wrote a lot about their personal disgust with the slop, their fury at the billionaires, their sense that all this is part of of the fascist turn of America. The level of anger in the community of programmers is unlike anything I've ever seen before. People are making lists of who's been infected by the menace and who's still clean. The community is tearing itself apart. Professional and volunteer relationships ended, friendships lost, battle lines drawn.

I'm not writing this to come to any particular conclusion, just to note that it's happened, that it's a set of events that I've experienced as they're happening. This is a journal and sometimes all I can do with it is log events. I don't know how this is going to end, or what to make of it all, I really don't. It's sort of interesting, deeply confusing, sometimes sort of fun, mostly sort of horrifying, sort of miserable. The unit economics of making and breaking software in 2026 are completely different than they were in 2025. More than anything, it's just weird.

This time next year we could all be out of work, or dead from a nuclear war, or even-more-burnt-out from sustained 100x higher velocity of code and vulnerabilities with teams of adversarial LLMs, or .. the whole thing could collapse because maybe, just maybe, it really is "all just a bubble" pushed by VCs on credulous rubes like myself, and it'll vanish like a bad dream. I'm not presently betting on that, but I couldn't have predicted this year, so I'm not going to make any predictions about the next.

I guess I'm sorry to anyone who thinks I'm infected, or facilitating the fascists, or whatever. I'm just trying to adapt. I hope you can see me as a human again someday. I miss the past too. I don't see a way to go back to it, but I'd like it too if there were one.

An order from Wonder Pens

Mar. 12th, 2026 01:00 pm
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I have done my first stationary order since moving back to Canada!  I was looking specifically for a clip for my Kaweco Liliput, which had unfortunately been falling out of my pen case enough that I was worried about losing it, and a couple of extra traveler’s notebooks in the regular size for my commuter notebook needs.  I chose Wonder Pens mostly because I liked the Wonder Pens blog, which is a good enough reason for me, and they are at least in the same province.  Maybe someday I’ll get to visit them in person, since my kid is very excited about the idea of going to the Toronto Zoo again.


The package came with the prettiest stamp on it:


Wonder Pens Stationary Shop stamp, featuring a scene inside an ink jar with a squirrel writing and a cat reading a book while sitting on top of a stack of books. there are stars sparkling over their heads.

Wonder Pens Stationary Shop stamp, featuring a scene inside an ink jar with a squirrel writing and a cat reading a book while sitting on top of a stack of books. there are stars sparkling over their heads.


 


And here’s what was inside:


A set of items from my order: a wide flat case from Lihit Labs, a regular sized traveler's notebook, a small bottle of stamp ink, a clip and converter for my kaweco liliput pen, a blank passport sized traveler's notebook with a zipper case to match, and a pretty postcard with a photo of a collection of year of the horse themed stamps on it.

A set of items from my order: a wide flat case from Lihit Labs, a regular sized traveler’s notebook, a small bottle of stamp ink, a clip and converter for my kaweco liliput pen, a blank passport sized traveler’s notebook with a zipper case to match, and a pretty postcard with a photo of a collection of year of the horse themed stamps on it.


Since it’s what motivated me to do a purchase, let’s start with the clip for my pen.


A blue kaweco liliput pen with a brass clip. It's sitting on a grey and white zigzag fabric.The Liliput Clip fits nicely and most importantly, has solved my problem.  Now the pen clips securely into the pencil case I use for my journal setup and it doesn’t slip out into my bag, the couch, or wherever I’m writing. I love this pen a lot but it was absolutely an escape artist. I decided to go with a more complementary colours vibe instead of getting the silver and I still haven’t made up my mind if that was the right choice (so it probably wasn’t) but I don’t care enough to get a second clip when this won’t transfer to my other kaweco pens.  I also picked up a spare folding converter.  I already had one of the regular ones and one of the folding ones and I’d been a bit mystified by the folding one because it didn’t make any difference in the kaweco sport — they both fit and have the same ink capacity.  But it turns out that if you try to use the old converter in the liliput, the plunger has to be half depressed or it won’t fit in the body of the pen, so suddenly the folding piston thing makes a lot more sense.  I didn’t desperately need a 3rd converter but now I’ve got the option if I want to ink all three kaweco pens at once.  I do like them for travel because they’re easy to fill and clean in a hotel room and don’t hold much ink, so it might happen!


A set of pens in a smaller red Lihit Lab "smart fit" pencil case, showing that the Lilliput pen now clips in so it won't slip out of even the smaller front pocket.


 


I’ve been been using a TN sized notebook as a kind of “everything notebook” for work and commuting, and I’d already squashed a few pages when something else in my backpack fell in between them.  This happens to me a lot, which is why I prefer zippered holders for my notebooks.  I switched to using an A5 “ghost whale” pouch that I already had, the same type I had used for my whole journalling setup for quite a wihle, but it didn’t fit well and I found it unsatisfying.  It turns out that the Lihit Labs flat wide case was the right size, so I added it to my order.  I also grabbed two spare TN notebook refills, one to use immediately so I could separate my personal and work notebooks, the other on hand for when I filled one or the other up.


My work bullet journal (a lochby TN sized notebook with a TN zipper case used as a cover) slipped into the front pocket of the new Lihit Labs flat wide pencil case. It fits but it it's sticking out of the top a little.

My work bullet journal (a lochby TN sized notebook with a TN zipper case used as a cover) slipped into the front pocket of the new Lihit Labs flat wide pencil case. It fits but it it’s sticking out of the top a little.


Just in case you were wondering: one notebook does fit into the front pocket.  With the zipper case on, it sticks out a bit, but without the case it kisses the edge of the zipper. I know it’s hard to figure out what will fit from online listings so I thought I’d post a photo. Having it in the front wouldn’t work for me, since I was aiming to keep the notebook from getting banged up in my backpack, but if you’re not stuffing things in your bag in a hurry when you get to the right bus stop, or you just cared more about fitting pens in the case, this would probably work?  It does fit better in the inside pockets, though I actually use the inside pocket for a pencil board instead and just leave the notebook floating in the middle for easy “flip open and write” usage.


Inside of the Lihit Labs Flat wide case, showing some pens on the left and a traveler's notebook pencil board on the right. The latter is also in the inner pocket, showing that it fits snugly but there's enough room to close the zipper without any difficulty.

Inside of the Lihit Labs Flat wide case, showing some pens on the left and a traveler’s notebook pencil board on the right. The latter is also in the inner pocket, showing that it fits snugly but there’s enough room to close the zipper without any difficulty.


Honestly, I could probably do without the plastic zipper case now that the notebooks are protected in a different way, but I like being able to swap pretty stickers into the back where I can see them and it’s fun to be able to “glue” the two notebooks together by tucking a cover into each side of the non-zippered edge.  I don’t think anyone cares what notebook I’m writing in at work but it’s nice that I can grab them both when I’m going to sit away from my desk with a coffee for a bit and write whatever’s on my mind.  I’ve been doing a lot of writing at work just to organize my thoughts while I’m ramping up and it’s helping with the information overload.


The Lihit Labs pencil case opened to show some pens in the pocket on the left and the same notebook with cover on the right, although the notebook has been flipped over so you can see the stickers inside the zipper pouch. Prominent is one with an animal bones motif (from fireside textiles/tonkai) and some washi dots are visible behind.

The Lihit Labs pencil case opened to show some pens in the pocket on the left and the same notebook with cover on the right, although the notebook has been flipped over so you can see the stickers inside the zipper pouch. Prominent is one with an animal bones motif (from fireside textiles/tonkai) and some washi dots are visible behind.


Now that I’ve been using both notebooks, I will say that the Lochby refill that I got as a surprise “oopsie out of stock” substitution from The Gentleman Stationer is clearly a slight upgrade over the official TN refill.  The paper is a little more resilient against feathering, there’s nice stitching so it lies a bit more flat, I like the rounded corners, and it has a slightly thicker cover.  It’s probably not enough of an upgrade to be worth the cost and hassle of cross border shopping, but it was a generous substitution and if I were still in the US I’d probably stock up on them instead of the TN ones.


 


The passport sized notebook and zipper case were so I could duplicate my “covered notebook with sticker space” commuter notebook in a size that would sit in my smallest purse.  Here it is with a little yamamoto ro biki book that I’d been toting around before I got the case.  You can see it’s a little squished from use.  I use the smallest purse for a lot of trips where I’m going to be on my feet most of the day because extra weight is hard on my body, but it’s nice to have a tiny notebook that my kid or I can draw in if we stop for a snack, and kid’s at the age where people give him stickers and it’s nice to have a pouch to put them in or flexible plastic to put them on because he doesn’t want to lose them.  I’m honestly a little miffed that the zipper case in passport size has card sized slots because I think it would look prettier without, but I guess that’s what I get for not actually buying something intended as a notebook cover.


 


A rust coloured Yamamoto Ro Biki notebook with a stylized tree on it with spindly long branches and round dots for leaves. It has a plastic TN passport "zipper case" over the notebook being used as a cover.

A rust coloured Yamamoto Ro Biki notebook with a stylized tree on it with spindly long branches and round dots for leaves. It has a plastic TN passport “zipper case” over the notebook being used as a cover.


 


The stamp ink I haven’t used yet, but it’s for this auto-advancing number stamp I got with the intention of quickly stamping page numbers into notebooks that didn’t have them.  Unfortunately the ink that came with it takes forever to dry so the process isn’t quick at all and I have to blot the stamps or they take days to fully dry.  I don’t know if the midori stamp ink will be better, but since I was already going to be paying for shipping I figured it was worth a shot.  I haven’t gotten around to cleaning out the stamp pad and trying it, though.


A close up of a dot grid notebook with the page number "22" stamped inside. You can see that there's some messy ink transfer from the stamp on the facing page.

A close up of a dot grid notebook with the page number “22” stamped inside. You can see that there’s some messy ink transfer from the stamp on the facing page.


 


I avoided adding fountain pen ink to this order because it was so cold and I didn’t want to risk having a bottle freeze solid and break en route.  Thankfully the stamp ink came in a forgiving little plastic container and there were no problems.


 


Overall, I had a nice online shopping experience, and it was such a relief to find somewhere that would send me “back on stock” notifications for the TN notebooks after it turned out my local dealer either doesn’t carry the dot grid ones or they’re just out of stock all the time and I don’t know which.  Hopefully I’ll get to visit Wonder Pens in person some day!  And maybe next order (likely when I need a new planner in the fall), I’ll be able to get some ink.

tenor viola followup

Mar. 9th, 2026 10:04 pm
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*mindblown.gif*

Okay, so, clefs. If you've seen piano music you know how it's got two staffs, one for the right hand / high notes and one for the left / low notes. The staffs have a squiggle on the left end of them: the high one has a sort of loopy thing and the low one has a sort of 7 or 2 with a couple of dots. These are clefs, specifically treble clef and bass clef. They tell you what pitch the notes on the staff represent.

Technically the symbols are a G clef and an F clef: the spiral at the centre of the treble squiggle is always on a note that's a G, and the two dots on the bass are always on a note that's an F. Technically if you put the symbols on other lines you'd indicate different pitches. In practice, these days nobody does that, and 'G clef' and 'treble clef' are synonymous, as are 'F clef' and 'bass clef.'

Violin music is written in treble clef. Cello music is (mostly) written in bass clef. The range of notes you can easily play on those instruments more or less coincides with what you can easily write in those clefs without egregious use of extra ledger lines for notes above/below the staff.

There's also another clef symbol. The C clef symbol looks like a capital B, and the middle of the two humps is always on a note that's a C. It's used to indicate two uncommon clefs. Alto clef gets used for viola music and nothing else as far as I know, and tenor clef gets used for cello music that's off in the upper registers of the cello. Alto clef is... honestly I don't know what its relation to treble clef is, other than "lower," I think it's a sixth lower? Maybe a seventh? I don't read treble clef very well so I don't really know.

Tenor clef is a fifth higher than bass clef. This makes it really convenient for cello music. The strings on a cello (or violin or viola) are a fifth apart, so if you're used to reading bass clef for cello then tenor is the same thing just one string up.

A viola is a fifth lower than a violin, and an octave higher than a cello. If you put 'octave strings' on a viola, it plays the same notes as a cello. A tenor viola is an octave lower than a violin, and a fifth higher than a cello.

Which means it can natively play music in tenor clef. Hence the names.

Here endeth the classical music neepery for the day.

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